heart. break.

i feel broken.

i feel stupid.

i feel ugly.

i feel disgusted with myself.

i feel insecure.



they say love like you've never been hurt before. so i did. i opened my heart, i give second chances.

somehow it always proves to be a mistake, to give second chances.

i thought, "seems different this time, he looks sincerely interested."

i thought, "i promise i will not get invested with feelings this time. i'll keep a clear head."

but still when the walls come crashing down, no matter how i tried to keep a clear mind, i always end up getting hurt. end up feeling stupid. end up feeling broken.


maybe it's not for me, this thing called love. i'm just not good enough for someone to love me for me.