tarnish.

i feel like screaming out on the roof. just tell everyone of what happened between you and i. how you treated me like shit, after everything.

at this point, i don't give a damn anymore of what people think of me. yes, i am stupid, yes, it's my fault for giving in, yes, i'm a stupid, dirty slut. i don't care if people knows, i don't care if people talks. because it is true.

but all i want is for all these people to know who YOU really are. a beast. the devil. i would do anything, just so that none other would fall for your trap like i had.

because the pain you cause is unbearable. you make me second guess everything, everything. you make me question my sanity. you make me want to stoop so low. you make me humiliate myself.

... you make me want to die.

i don't want anyone else to go through what i had. for that i would do anything. anything.