ahh, it's another wonderful day at work. sure, as predicted, the admissions came pouring in. but still, in manageable numbers. :)
today, Mr Sweetface in the specialist on call. i've been anticipating to see his cute face for days. haha. unusual of a specialist on call, he came pretty early to work today. a good thing, gives us an earlier start for the day, which means work gets settled faster too. yeay!
it could have been the holiday mood, but he makes for a relaxing ward round. nothing rushed, he talks softly and politely, made a couple of jokes and was very casual.
and i like that. A LOT. like, i'm totally crushing on him right now.
too bad he's happily married. :/
aw, let's move on. i also work the same shift as my one and only male colleague in the ward today. now this one, is the shy, quiet type.. which i totally dig. but after getting to know him the past few months, i can tell he has a naughtier side with a great sense of humor. and that's always a good thing in my book. however, since he's the shy, quiet type, and i'm also the shy, quiet type, i found it quite a struggle to make conversations with him. damn. i would just smile stupidly and blush whenever he talks to me, especially when he uses a lower tone of voice and calls me "Lia". damn, i have to hold myself back just so that i won't jump on top of him and bite him -- cause he's so damn sexayy when he does that. so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so...... sexay. ahahaha.
last but not least, my work day ends with.... "the knight in shining armor". well, he's more like the knight on the shining super bike. hehehhh. the one that i really hoped and wished would be hopelessly into me, but is sadly taken. i don't even know why i want him so badly. i mean, i know -- he's got awesome good looks (good genes for the kids!), that damn super bike is so fucking sexy even if i hate bikes, he's charmingly reserved yet friendly, and, he's not all touchy, clingy and needy like other guys i've dated. he seems like the perfect choice to take home to mom, and all these made me want him. we went out together once, and the date was boring as hell. we had no common interest but i still my heart yearns for him. after that one date i found out he's taken by some random girly girl who is a total opposite of me, and i was crushed. i still am. so bumping into him on my way back to the car was not the best part of my day, and yet i'm still glad i saw him. him, putting on his helmet, preparing to get on his super sexy bike. probably on his way to a hot date. SIGH. why do i like to torture myself, i don't even know. a small part of me still hopes that it would turn out that he's actually single -- he just placed the "in a relationship" status on his FB page to mean how much he loves his bike, the girl who calls him 'hubby' in all of those annoying comments is just a desperate loser that he happens to tolerate, and i hope and hope and HOPE that deep inside, he's fucking crazy about me but he's just too shy to tell me.
hahaha, i know, i'm just being delusional. there's no way that can be true.
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