ever since i got my laptop back with me, it has been Facebook madness for me. 24/7 Facebooking. not that i have a lot of friends to keep up with, and to chat with. i just hate the feeling of missing out on things. whenever the laptop is off, i'd be like, "did she poke me back already?" "i wonder how many likes i got on my last status update..." "...is he online? what if he's waiting for me to chat with him?"
God, i'm just plain anal about it.
and i'm tired of wanting to know. i'm tired of just KNOWING every single detail of each and every one of my FB acquaintances.. and most of them are not even people i'm personally close with in real life. i'm still addicted to it like a crack whore to crack, but at the same time i'm just bored of my mind. i want to do something else beside sitting in front of my laptop, stalking peoples' pages and criticizing whatever updates they had. i felt shallow and empty inside. like my life revolves around these updates that doesn't even matter to me.
i just wanna get up, turn off the computer, get out of the house and just do something else. something other than obsessing on updates. i want to take a walk at the park. i want to see the sky. look at trees.
the thing is though, anyone out there who wants to do these things with me...? sigh, everyone's too busy getting wrapped up in their status updates and poke wars.
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