Hmm..

God.

back in the game.

yeah..

so, abstinence has never been my best quality. i can't ever stay away from things i like, even when i know it's flat out bad.

and so, yeah, the whole sexting thing is.. back on. with a vengeance. lol.

at least i'm being honest to myself. that's important to me. :)

when the game comes to an end..

alright. game's over. though i must admit it had been fun, in the end i grow some sort of conscience. we can't keep on playing these games. i can't keep on playing these games. it's dangerous for both of us.

especially realizing that i'm only going to end up hurting myself if i go on.

so i told him that we had to stop what we were doing.

not gonna deny it, i'm going to miss it. i don't think i'll ever have someone who can entertain my wildest fantasies and not judge me for them.

and, going back to work on Wednesday is going to be awkward.

hi stranger.

i always gravitate towards the rebels of society. well, okay, maybe not rebels, but rather the ones that don't quite conform -- the quirky ones. maybe because i feel like i am one of those types of people. i don't like to conform, i like my quirks even when others say i'm odd for doing or liking what i like.

i always take things at face value. sometimes you hear things people say about someone, and when you finally met the person, you find that what was said was totally untrue, rather the person is just misinterpreted in his/her ways. which is something i can totally relate to. so i do try to not judge someone just by hearsay. i always based myself to the person that see. maybe somewhere down the road it ends up true what was said of the person, but i would rather find it out on my own.

just another night shift...

so, i worked the night shift last night. and just so happen Dr Tall, Dark & Handsome is on call.

long story short,

true story.

and no, i did not have sex or anything like that with this dude. pretty close to, though.

Juniors

woot! woot!~

the new intake nurses are finally in!

so that means i have juniors now. yeay! and one of them was my junior from JB nursing college. :)

but having juniors has its downside. since i'm no longer a junior, i can't make mistakes, no one will have my back now.. the little birdie have been kicked from the comfy and secure nest and has to roam the sky on it's own.. plus, there's the pressure of having to teach the juniors, and making sure that you don't teach them the wrong thing.. scary, considering that i think i'm still a fucking retard when it comes to settling my work.

haih.