id, ego, superego.

the logical part of my brain is battling my ego.

logic (and quite a number of close buddies) have been telling me to quit this, let go of everything and get back to who i was.

but i can't. i refuse to. it's too much fun to turn back.

and no, this is not culture shock. this is me becoming, and doing exactly what i've imagined myself to be all these years. it's scary, and yet it's liberating.

i don't want to go back to being boring little old me. this IS me, now.